I've been busy

I know I haven't written in awhile. I got a new job a few weeks ago (my third) and have been trying to juggle everything without draining myself completely.

Things have been so-so. The new job isn't as stable as I'd like it to be just yet, so I can't leave Hell-Mart just yet. I can't find an affordable apartment that is in a decent enough location where I can walk out of my front door without the fear of being shot. Financially, I'm great. I still have all of the money I saved, with money to spare. It still just seems that nothing ever goes right for me.

 I've been crying a lot lately, mostly about things at work. I found out yesterday that the job that I originally had that I was told "didn't exist" has been given to another person, who isn't even qualified for it. I guess the job exists then, doesn't it? My own human resource manager told me it's because of the things I've been framed for. Even though I know I didn't do it and she knows I didn't do it, there's no way to prove that I didn't. The "innocent until proven guilty" claim doesn't apply in Hell-Mart, apparently. No matter what I do or say, that shit will follow me for the rest of my career. It bothers me every day, because I still wonder what I did to ever deserve it.